things are already looking up, because i told her that she could make up for it (even though i didn't feel very bad about it at all) by letting me join in on the fun... but i said it would have to be a full on threesome, and her friend is totally for it, and she's coming around because we're both pushing for her to do it. This would be my first threesome, so I'm really psyched for this... today was a good day BLAZE ON

-J