I became curious with how it would feel when I was about thirteen, and during the first few months of freshman year, a friend and I sought it out. We didn't have any friends who smoked, so we had to meet new people. Met like five dealers that year.

Needless to say, we loved it, "peer-pressured" more than a couple friends into it, and were constantly scrambling for money. By sophomore year, I wondered if I could go a day without it. It was just too boring to be sober, and it still is. I don't understand how people can get through their lives without some form of drug to look forward to at the end of the day.