I guess once a cheater always a cheater u know...I dunno I guess im used to the security of being with him. I know I could do better than him because I have done in the past..Oh I dunno I'm too stoned to think straight i guess. And its nasty when things like this happen cuz u start blaming urself for the shit they do. I just cant believe hes done this to me U know?! I had PLENTY of opportunities to cheat on him..But I didnt..now I wish I had..bastard! Lol