:thumbsup: Jack i really admire you my friend, even though our situations are different I do still feel and understand what life must be like for you. Just remember that there are a few of us here that are sincere in what we say to you I too am home 24/7 with my Multiple Sclerosis and do have to deal with depression and all the shit that comes with it. My heart and love go out to you hun....... LOVE kiwi xxxxxx