There are religious organisations that promote the use of mj for both medicinal and spiritual uses. If you are afraid to ask your doctor I suggest you speak to someone regarding the spiritual route they will have compassion for you and will treat your right. Buying on the street can be dangerous, the herb will be overpriced and the quality will be low..no one deserves that..If I can help with any questions just send a note by way of my website and I'll forward you links. Peace..:thumbsup: http://greenscenetours.tripod.com