Is this bad?

[STDzRus]

I got the most psychotic girl in my life pregnant.

She cuts on herself, she always talks about suicide, she's weird and distant from the world and will agree with anything you have to say.

That bothers me and that is why I broke up with her. I'll still be there for my kid.

Now..is it wrong that the major thing I find wrong with her is that she is FUCKING THE UGLIEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.

I hope my kid comes out with my genes. At least I have a little good looking in my system.

Oh dear higher power save me from this one.

STDzRus Reviewed by STDzRus on 10-26-2005. Is this bad? I got the most psychotic girl in my life pregnant. She cuts on herself, she always talks about suicide, she's weird and distant from the world and will agree with anything you have to say. That bothers me and that is why I broke up with her. I'll still be there for my kid. Now..is it wrong that the major thing I find wrong with her is that she is FUCKING THE UGLIEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. I hope my kid comes out with my genes. At least I have a little good looking in my Rating: 5

[SensiRide]

Why did you sleep with her in the 1st place if she is so ugly and psychotic lol
Didnt you check she was on the pill or use condoms?

Anyway, in what way is she psychotic? Does she plan to let you see the baby when its born?
ps congratulations :thumbsup:
And if you have dark features and she is fair, chances are high it will look more like you, apparantly most babies look like their daddy

[esrabalamir]

wait a min ,telephone

[STDzRus]

Why did you sleep with her in the 1st place if she is so ugly and psychotic lol
Didnt you check she was on the pill or use condoms?

Anyway, in what way is she psychotic? Does she plan to let you see the baby when its born?
ps congratulations :thumbsup:
And if you have dark features and she is fair, chances are high it will look more like you, apparantly most babies look like their daddy

I am afraid to die a virgin.

She plans on letting me see the baby.

But she said "I love you" two seconds after she met me and she is very very very clingy. She cries alot and complains about very little things even though her life, even from the bad things she has told me, is fairly good. She sleeps with a lot of guys (had to get tested for STD's thank god I don't live up to my screenname). She cuts her wrist (even still) and the only reason she likes to party (and I mean EXTREMEM PARTY not the chill laid back) is because to piss her parents off. She likes to attract the police ON PURPOSE and she likes to get ARRESTED ON PURPOSE.

And thank you!

She has red hair I have dark brown.

She has bad skin complexion I have a smooth nice skin complexion.

Her eyes..I don't knowwhat colour they are..but mine are brown.

I'm tall she's short.

I have VERY VERY GOOD ORAL HYGEINE AND TEETH and her TEETH and oral hygeine are horrible. <--Another reason I broke up with her.

[STDzRus]

Oh yeah..I met her online. And anybody you meet through myspace is psycho haha.

But now that I know a bunch of people here in Illinois I hardly ever go online except for to talk to you guys.

My recommendation, don't be friends with anybody you meet online. They are all online for a reason.

*takes a deep look into my soul*

HAHA man I'm too sober right now.

[SensiRide]

Die a virgin? lol
And if she has red hair, then its gonna look like her, genes for red hair are even stronger than genes for dark hair.
Anyway, you shouldnt be concerned what the baby looks like, I know its a cliche-but as long as its healthy-thats what counts.

Can i ask what age you are and what age she is? She seems quite immature.....which is worrying if she is going to bring up your child the majority of the time.

Then again, maybe having this child will make her grow up and stop being so selfish.
Are you sure she is pregnant and not just attention seeking?

[Garden Knowm]

TRY accepting her... accept what has happened, do not fight reality...

BE being warm and present.. and she will change

Have negative thoughts about "your" baby's mom will come back and bite you in the ass

[STDzRus]

Um..I'm friends with her. She is very immature and even AFTER she found out she was pregnant she didn't grow much, she's still very immature.

She is 15 (she told me she was 17 I didn't find out until we were at the doctors office and she had to fill out the form and then she says, "Oh..I thought I told you that."

I am 17, graduated from school, working a full time job, helping around the house.

She is supposed to be looking for a job but apparently nobody will hire her. She is supposed to be going to school but apparently "it's too rough" for her.

Yes as long as my baby is healthy is all that matters, not like I'll love them any less.

I just feel bad about having a baby with an ugly woman, I mean I'm not shallow, I just don't really want to deal with her, and it's not a negative thought. MAYBE if she grew up something else could become but she's just plain nasty. She would have to change a lot about her. Start brushing her teeth, shaving her body, seeking mental help. etc etc.

I KNOW I am not ready for a baby and I told her we should think about adoption, she REFUSES, saying that she wants the baby for herself (even though she HAS no way to raise the kid on her own but I can understand that from a "I don't want to lose something that is my own blood" kind of theory.)

But still, adoption is the best. Giving the baby up for adoption will give that kid a better life than her or I could.

And HOPEFULLY I PRAY AND PRAY to whatever higher power there is that she is not raised by her or her mother (who is equally weird, outdated, dissociative qualities, and psychotic). I plan on taking her to court for custody if things don't change within the first two or three years. I even plan on moving the kid into my house, maybe she could move in, but there will be no relationship.

/blabbing

[SensiRide]

15! How on earth can you bring up and provide for a baby at 15- she is a kid herself.
I am nearly 21 and I wouldnt dream of putting myself in that position yet.
From what you have said so far, it sounds like she is having this baby to feel better about herself, and for someone to 'love her' unconditionally. Maybe you could offer to go to counselling with her and see if you can get to the root of her insecurities?

Need to go to work now, but Ill post more from there....

[dark0ne]

i know where your coming from, you guys are young to be having kids. unfortunatly i only see this turning up on montel years down the line. adoption sounds like the only option if she's not down with abortion, but this will be a BIG wake up call for her, when she's 5 1/2 months down the line and your no ware to be found be ready my freind for the late night calls that go "I hate myself and i need pickels". they are coming, not now but soon.

to you a big,
good luck