damn, that's pretty fuckin bad...well, it's not hard...i mean yea you can't be a dumb fuck and learn...but after awhile it all starts to come second nature...and you start understand what each part does and how it works, instead of just know it's name and if it's broken....and i dont' have motivation either...i 've always been a half asser....but for some reason i won't give up on that car (i've done pretty good too, when i got it it wouldn't even run, it was really bad...NOTHING worked really except the door handles....