Does anyone else fear that they are getting out of control? (Read post first)

[STDzRus]

I'm 17 and all the friends that I HAD in highschool seem like little kids to me now, its mainly because im hanging out with a bunch of people who are all over 21. We all smoke and drink and shit and do any drugs we can get our hands on cause we all work together, also I deal/sell/buy about $600 worth of weed ever week.

Don't worry man I was the same way.

When I was a waiter I was buying OZ's of MID's a day and just smoking out with my friends and family.

They never said anything but now that I look back, 20,000 and 6 months later, I was smoking 24/7 (besides work). There were times when I would smoke all night, then blaze a blunt right before I get to work, just to wake up.

I'm not "out of control" as some people would call it now. I do have my first regret in life, and that is the fact that I spent 20,000 on weed and never bought an ounce of dro with it only mids and some kind chronic.

Now I'm sticking to hash, It's cheaper around here and keeps me high longer.