I think i was ripped off

[prplchknz]

yea that's why I don't want to do it by myself I know how to prepare myself for trips but if i do them alone (not the smartest I know) i have to keep some expectations and tell myself that it's all in my head and then i never go as far as I would like.

[prplchknz]

I don't remember posting that i kind of do now that i think about it. but my philosphy in life is try everything at least once and if I don't like it then I don't have to eat, do, or ride again but I don't want to be one of those ignorant asshole who think they know so much but refuse to try anything new and not listen to other people's opinions. If I end up traumatized, well that's one of the reasons for therapy

their are some things that i wouldn't try such as heroin but that's cuz I don't want to be addicted, until someone can prove to me that it is possible to do it once and not become an addict I'd try it, but right now I don't trust it.

[STDzRus]

Do it alone. Nothing wrong with that.

DEA might come knocking on your door. If they do tell em the magic password and they'll leave you alone.

[Garden Knowm]

Yes. A man without goals is a man who is never disappointed.

a man without goals can be disapointed. don't you know the guy who never sets goals and gets left behind and is depressed...

Expectations is a hole other BEAST!!!

[prplchknz]

i try and set goals but I get bored and change my mind so often that i never do and i get so depressed cuz i feel like a failure. I tend to like artsy stuff like music writing and painting but I don't play music for anyone cuz I'm not very talented but I enjoy playing the piano or guitar as a release and they're both relaxing or good to get anger out with.

[Garden Knowm]

bored?
what's that?

bored???? hmmm
bored is when, you don't want to listen to your mind.. correct? when the noise is so loud that you have to find something to do ... so you won't have to hearthe noise..?
correct.. shit..what is bored?????????


grrrrrrr

[prplchknz]

Lol it's like when your sick of doing something and it feels more like a chore then anything else. (That's the best I can explain it)

[flamingskullballs]

no such thing as boredom...only boring people...

what you gotta do with salvia is take a bunch of blotters before hand...

[prplchknz]

maybe I'm boring and that's why I'm always so bored. that explains so much thank you

[Garden Knowm]

prplchknz....

you're funny : )