somethings wrong, i dont think i can sleep tonight.
I just cant understand it, ive found a question that should have an answer but il never put it to rest, a fucking splinter in the back of my mind. itll always be there.

I have a mate, well kind of my best mate, hes 15 but a year ago he used to be into cutting his arms and stuff and he was proud that marilyn manson was his idol. He has this video on his phone, of this russian soldier getting his head cut off with a knife, i mean sawn off. And its fucking disgusting, i wish id never seen it. Hes kept it on his phone for maybe half a year, and when we get high n shit he always fucking watches it.

I cant take just listening to it, the guy screaming as his head is held down. And hes tried to explain why he lieks this shit to so many people but i just cant fucking understand it, I dont want to believe the only conclusions i have. Why watch it if it doesnt make you feel any better about life? He says its fucking interesting, i dont want to know any of this. I mean he also has porn on his phone etc. I just dont get it, it must mean that he would like to see people die, horrificly in real life. What else is there, it cant be that He DOESNT want to see people die slowly, or why would he have it. but Ive been told that it isnt that he wants people to die, or hed be a murderer??

OH i could ramble on im soz, my mind is really fucked about this, i just dont feel right. How can I let this kind of person mean so much to me. What IS this kind of person?? How can you be a marley fan and encourage death to the degree he does.

Any thoughts?
somebody someone Reviewed by somebody someone on . its not right. somethings wrong, i dont think i can sleep tonight. I just cant understand it, ive found a question that should have an answer but il never put it to rest, a fucking splinter in the back of my mind. itll always be there. I have a mate, well kind of my best mate, hes 15 but a year ago he used to be into cutting his arms and stuff and he was proud that marilyn manson was his idol. He has this video on his phone, of this russian soldier getting his head cut off with a knife, i mean sawn off. Rating: 5