don't lie, don't cheat (people), don't steal, don't do the things that most of the religions tell us. all these are not done just to do a good deed, but to be actually happy...

our conscience is something we cannot possibly escape. don't give a damn about the things, that people think normal. they are not normal. and they don't become anything, because you want them to.

we are nothing, we have to face that...
ilyas Reviewed by ilyas on . [/life] Today, for the first time ever, I contemplated the pros and cons of suicide. I was driving home on the way back home from court (I got off, by the way) and I realised how unbelievably unhappy i've been for so many years. It just hit me, BAM, like that. I imagine some of you must have experienced it before; it's a feeling that goes right down to your bones, and I don't think it's easy to ignore or to forget. I can't seem to get over it... I think i'm probably the most insecure person I Rating: 5