wow i just read this,dont sweat it,everyone's fucked up.you sound a lil bit like myself.you have to look at it like this homes,you are technically labeled as being anti-social,so what?.now think about who's labeling you,society.society is one of the most fucked up things out there ,full of fake peeps and you dont want any part of that shit.i take it as a compliment.a part of you just wants to be accepted,thats the reason for your front.you just gotta accept yourself for who you are and forget about the haters.just do what makes you happy.