become buddhist!!
mellow mood Reviewed by mellow mood on . [/life] Today, for the first time ever, I contemplated the pros and cons of suicide. I was driving home on the way back home from court (I got off, by the way) and I realised how unbelievably unhappy i've been for so many years. It just hit me, BAM, like that. I imagine some of you must have experienced it before; it's a feeling that goes right down to your bones, and I don't think it's easy to ignore or to forget. I can't seem to get over it... I think i'm probably the most insecure person I Rating: 5