Ghost. Man. You described me perfectly! Well, except I dont lie very much...it took a while though to get over that weird lying thingy.
So, it's perfectly natural. Youre just experiencing the challenges of being human. .

Now you can understand my distaste for the human species!

Really though, when we look at ourselves honestly...we might not like what we see. This is how you evolve!! MOST people refuse to do what you're doing! They simply cannot bear it and they do everything...anything to avoid this kind of honest introspection.
I applaud your efforts. Work on your personality! But don't focus too much on your faults.

TIME FOR A JOINT