Wow, don't know what to say. Certainly got me thinking of my own life, I think we all put on fronts and disguises to show different faces to different people.

I'm sure you won't take me up on it as I've never really spoken to you but if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything don't hesitate to give me a holler.
dirty raider Reviewed by dirty raider on . [/life] Today, for the first time ever, I contemplated the pros and cons of suicide. I was driving home on the way back home from court (I got off, by the way) and I realised how unbelievably unhappy i've been for so many years. It just hit me, BAM, like that. I imagine some of you must have experienced it before; it's a feeling that goes right down to your bones, and I don't think it's easy to ignore or to forget. I can't seem to get over it... I think i'm probably the most insecure person I Rating: 5