wait shai hulud. i know this was a scary experience for you, but im really interested. for a while i contemplated going into psychadelic research after listening to a few lectures by Dr. Terrance Mckena, i was wondering if you could explain your trip in a bit more detal. was it like you were condemned in hell, like living a normal life with dead people, or was it more of a flashed before your eyes kinda thing?