Allright, So I guess the military is a viable thought. I'd really have to think about it though. Four years of my life gone, 'cept I'm not really doing much with it right now anyways. Another problem, potentially, is that I suffer from depression. Bad. Ssri's havent really done shit for me, and right now I self medicate with the good herb. I really don't want to wind up in a downward spiral with no way out, you know? I've heard some good things about wellbutrin though, and they give you free meds in the service, right? It's just a really big decision, but I may go that route if I can't come up with anything else.