why is is that alot of us go thru friends that go through 1 of the main dudes.... is it that were 2 stoned to find it ourselves, that we just let it find us?

i go thru who ever who can deliever to me, i lost my license & i live in the boonies, can't just walk around & get my smokes... i have dudes that i call "UPS" that bring 2 me...