sumetimes i feel really shit like i duno its just crap to be exsisting sometimes i only get out of bed in the morning to find a rizzla but its shit when im at train stations cos when i feel shit im saying to myself shall i jump on tracks cos i know theres nothing good gonna happen so if i get high then kill myself at least i know ill be dying the happiest way for me--high but then i relise what im saying to myself and wonder why im standing right on the edge of the platform wiv a train zinging past me.its like(i know this sounds wierd) i got a voice telling me to do it but its my voice not a outside influence its as if an alter me is trying to get out but its scary cos i dont know if soon the voice will get too loud and one day ill be leaning to far over that platform when the train comes : ( ??? i dont know man other days its like im on top of the world.
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