HA HA. I don't think I have ever wanted to return to normalcy lol. Even as a newbie to smoking. Although I have gotten some of that bad weed that makes you paranoid and I had wished It wasn't making me all para. And that I would come down a little and not be so stoned. Maybe as you get more used to how you feel stoned and get used to doing every day tasks stoned it won't be so scary for you. Next time try doing something constructive stoned. Try actually acting straight. Just forget you are stoned and go about your business. It might help if you do that.