LISTEN MY TEENAGE FRIEND. OBVIOUSLY PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE ALL FUCKED UP ON DRUGS, SO IF YOU ARE, SAY SO. IF NOT THEN PUT AN END TO ALL THE MINDLESS IDIOTS THAT THINK YOU ARE. LOSING A PARENT IS VERY HARD. I'M VERY SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THAT. BUT ANGER WILL GET YOU NO WHERE IN LIFE AND YOU NEED ANOTHER TYPE OF OUTLET FOR IT BEFORE YOU EXPLODE, AND HARM YOURSELF OR OTHERS WITHOUT INTENTIONALLY DOING IT. I DO AGREE WITH ONE THING. TALK TO SOMEONE. NOT A SCHOOL COUNSELOR! THEY HAVE SUPPORT GROUPS WITH OTHER PEOPLE THAT HAVE LOST A PARENT OR PARENTS. OR SEE A REAL COUNSELOR OF YOUR CHOICE. YOU HAVE TO LOOSE THE ANGER. THAT WILL MAKE YOUR HEAD FEEL A WHOLE LOT BETTER, TRUST ME! PEACE AND GOOD LUCK!!