man just reading this brings back memories of my first salvia trip, i still remember the feeling of complete lostness not knowing who i was, where the fuck i was, what i was doing, and if id ever be the same again, i think at the time i just wasnt ready for it plus the body buzz made me feel really really uncomfortable...i still wanna try it again tho, i think id rather master the 5x before i moved onto anything more potent, i couldnt even fathem how 20 x would feel, did anyone else feel liek the presence of a woman? i distinctly remember a woman to the left of me seeming kind of dissapointed at me for doing it, i didnt use words but it felt like we comunicated i rememberr her thinking "you're not ready for this, what are you doing this for" which made me feel really uneasy about the trip and kinda made me panic, anyone else feel that?