is there anything legal that i can take thatll fuck me up and thats not addicting because thats the last thing i need... but i really need something because i have to stay clean off all drugs now due to drug school, and im tryin to stay off the shit ive been on... but i get this anxiety feeling when im completely sober... and just want to get fucked up off something... and i need something to take so i dont end up doin some stupid shit.

i have a crack addiction and i was clean for about a month now and just hada relapse and i smoked it last night and today because i hung out with one of my old friends who i had stopped hangin out with because i wanted to keep clean...

thanks in advance if anyone can help me

(and please dont tell me to go to rehab, i know i should but i really dont want to go away)
Mostasteless Reviewed by Mostasteless on . help is there anything legal that i can take thatll fuck me up and thats not addicting because thats the last thing i need... but i really need something because i have to stay clean off all drugs now due to drug school, and im tryin to stay off the shit ive been on... but i get this anxiety feeling when im completely sober... and just want to get fucked up off something... and i need something to take so i dont end up doin some stupid shit. i have a crack addiction and i was clean for about a Rating: 5