That an option?

lol sorry, only joking man..

Just live with it, try and improve the situation and life will get better..

Here's a story for you!
My life was really shitty (or so i thought) a year or 2 ago and i really hated it, one day, i loaded my rifle (air rifle, but it would kill) lay on my bed, put the barrel to my temple and pulled the trigger.. luckily the safety was on and it never is when the gun is unloaded and i was like "fuck this idea right off!".
I got a second chance at life, and now i treasure it more than i did then.. Life will get better and things will improve, believe me, and don't wish to get shot.
Also back in my depressed days (haha) i used to ride on my paper round and just ride across roads hoping a car would hit me.. Now i realise that was a really stupid thing to do and life is precious..

Get well soon mate and relax a little, you don't need weed to stay happy