I am a nicer, more civalized person when I have weed.
I am angry person in general, most of the time I hate so much about our world that I fall into depression. Weed helps to stableize the rage inside me so that I can function as a normal person in society. I can live without weed and have had to do so before but I would rather not. Weed allows me to see that there are many beautiful things about life. I paint and write poetry when I smoke, I feel more creative.
Then I am not overwhelmed by the latest war, natural disaster, government policy, poverty, and child abuse story. It allows me to relax and not focus on the sattleites in the sky who can look into my home, the stockpiles of missles all over the world, oppression of people's rights, everything so sad, so much pain. Weed dulls that heartache.