Quote Originally Posted by moeburn
This is the third time this has happened. It comes on very very gradually, i could be driving or jogging or doing homework or something. Then i'll just start to get very very angry. VERY angry. I freaked the shit out of my dad when i was pulling into the driveway and i just SLAMMED on the brakes for no reason. Later i was just smashing my fist on everything.

Then i began to get hyper, i couldnt stop moving, i just had to keep walking. Maybe not had to, but wanted to. I did everything in one fast swoop. Then i went up to my room, and i just collapsed on the floor twitching. arms flailing.

The first and third time was in my room. The second time i was in class, and i just went crazy. I wrote random shit all over a piece of paper, not because i had to, because i really wanted to. EVeryone pissed me off. The kid across from me was playing with his pen, and i couldnt stand it, it was driving me crazy.

Go back and figure out why you slammed on the brakes. Maybe it was an involuntary reaction and it pissed you off that your body made a mistake, sparking all these other conflicts.

Pick up a hobby and I'd suggest if you could find a racquetball court (especially, indoors) then you should use it, at least once. I've only played a couple of times but I can imagine it taking away all the molecules, in your head, that make you feel the way you feel.