I was a crackhead from last January to April. I know people might say once a crackhead, always a crackhead. But it's been 7 months and I haven't smoked once. It made my life so shitty, I have no desire to feel that way ever again. The initial high is very enjoyable, but the desperate feeling for another hoot, and the anxiety to get more when there's none left are just so pathetic.