Things will get better Blazin .... Every time you get through a difficult part of your life, you get stronger as a person. Just fight your way through it and things will get better.

This is the point in your life that you must transition from a child to an adult. You need to have a plan for yourself and your life .... to become a responsible, mature, independent, and happy adult. It won't be easy, but having control of your life is part of being an adult.

My guess is that your parents would be willing to help you out if they saw you progressing toward independence. I have 2 children the same age going through the same stress. I'm not throwing them out, and I am helping them get to where they want to be. But the responsibility is on THEM to have a plan for their lives.

Good Luck, and things WILL get better.