I am also one of the unfortunate people that suffers from a mental disorder. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder with manic tendencies. Without herb i truly freak out. I am entirely too wired a person to not puff every day. I have smoked almost religiously since i first found it at age 12. I am now 27 and i've tried to find legal avenues to help ease my mental discomfort. The shit the docs give out doesnt do what puffing a little herb a few times a day can. I have had run-ins with the law, of course, and because of all the hassle i decided i would quit. Well, little did i know that wasnt going to b an option. I realized that marijuana is definately the only thing that can stabalize my moods and keep me feeling "NORMAL"! I am so sick of trying to pay for it, go to the streets and obtain the shit is such a bullshit waiting game for me all the time. I guess i'm wondering if nebody has found an alternative that could at least tide me over til the next paycheck? Somebody please help.