Im so sorry to hear about you suffering from depression. I hope my experience helps you to make a decision

I've been depressed for a long time and have tried many different medications my doctor has prescribed. Up until a few yrs ago my happy clappy face couldnt cover up the way i really felt anymore and so since thn i've hit rock bottom.
I now suffer from agoraphobia, Social Anxiety Disorder, OCD, GAD...the list goes on. Its been since this time that i decided to start helping myself because the medications were failing to work.

Since then i've become a regular smoker of pot and as with my moods, the way i feel towards my smoking and cannabis changes from day to day, but i have never said that it has worsened any of my conditions. It has helped by calming me down and giving me a chance to breath.

Although at one stage i found i became very dependent on t drug for eating, sleeping and even just getting out of bed, through other self help methods i've been able to bring a better balance of it into my life. Sometimes i feel as tho theres so much going on in my mind that i can never hold a thought for longer than a second, once i've had a smoke i find it easier to think, and use some of this time to work on my inner self.

I've heard people say that cannabis only pushes things to the back of ur mind, at one point this was true to me but i think the key to it...as with everything in life, is to get the balance right and do whatever is right for yourself.

I've started reading this book; Beat Depression and Reclaim Your Life, By Alexandra Massey
It reminds me how to work on the inside and although i havent read much i've found it to be a great help.

Take Care xxx