who needs suicide when yo got a fat blunt?....
try to not smoke for a little bit and youll feel even more worthless...end up doing stupid shit like shopping on ebay and wrestling instead (those were my 2 fav. when sober ha)...you realize once you stop that u arent smoking to escape your problems but your smoking to enjoy yourself relax and sometimes hangh out with a few people....its a very social thing..even when u smoke alone