I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you donā??t come clean

My wormwood meets your pesticide
Youā??ll never get out, coz you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and Iā??ll show you why

(no one is - safe)
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when theyā??re sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookinā?? at?
Iā??ll tell you what youā??re lookinā?? at
Everyone you ever fuckinā?? laughed at

Look in my eyes for the answers - typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to poser them
Once again, itā??s me and no one else
I canā??t remember if there was a someone else
Itā??s not mine, itā??s not fair, itā??s outta my hands
And itā??s shaking - youā??ll never take me

(no one is - safe)
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when theyā??re sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

Nothing!

(hate) hate ainā??t enough to describe me
(scream) somewhere between screaming and crying
Iā??m not supposed to be here
Iā??m not supoosed to be

(why) when do I get to know why?
(bitter) bitter as the stink of when I try
Iā??m not supposed to be here
Iā??m not supposed to be
Pull your hands away

Iā??m gone - goodbye - itā??s so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so Iā??ll take you with me
Feel like Iā??m erased - so kill me just in case

(covet) everything around meā??s mine
(sty) canā??t see through the sties in my eyes
Iā??m not supposed to be here
Iā??m not supposed to be

(down) scratching and clawing all the way
(stay) you wonā??t let me fucking stay
Iā??m not supposed to be here
Iā??m not supposed to be

(live) is there another way to live?
(die) cuz itā??s the only way to die
Iā??m not supposed to be here
Iā??m not supposed to be....