Same here...it sucks...the funny thing is I try to remember how I used to spend my time before I started smokin weed...and all i can remember is spending hours and hours in the arcades room...which REALLY is no option for me now...so I spend my dry days here on the board readin about other guys gettin high...it's the closest I can get to the real thing...I also read a lot...I occasionaly work some,too...just enough as to not get my ass fired...I think I'm gonna visit my dad this weekend though cuz this situation really can't go on anymore...