I don't know. At this moment I think I'm headed down the road of celebacy. If I belived in jesus I would just join a convent. Nothing good has ever came of sex and attraction. What's the point? I guess it all boils down to the preservation of the human race. If that's all it's for then why do we love? Why aren't we just animals out fucking eachother just to produce offspring? I'm thinking too deeply. But seriously attraction and all that crap just sounds so stupid when you think about it.