You know ganj, you honestly have my respect, your apologies are not needed, you do what you have to, I know what it is to have responsibilities, I run my own company, under my own name, and I pay all the people that work for me, so if something needs doing ,and it is not done, I do it!
I hvae 8 guys on the go right now, and its hell man, they do not teach you about this in school, and even university doesnt teach you how to deal with this till like age thirty, by ehich point your not out of school? your a freein professor