i dont know about wehre u live but where im at you cant gt sent away to inpatient if uve never failed outpatient....
when it seems the worst..it can only go u p from there remeber that..ive been in some really big shit holes...thought it wouldnt just stop raining shit on my everday but it finaly started going up and maybe the things that happened werent that awesome but better than they were before hand so you appreciate it