Quote Originally Posted by moeburn

Its also depressing that, if I dont seek help, I might have to live like this forever, but if I do seek help, they might give me antidepressants that change who I am and turn me into a vegetable, I dont want that.
You are uneducated on this manner. Not all anti-depressants will turn you into a, "vegetable" I've been on them for years and I am by far a vegetable, by far. Don't listen to others say about it, because most people who do, don't know shit about it anyways.

Hope things turn around for you