It's a fucking lust. -laughs- I know it's ridiculous. But, it's lasting. I've been thinking about it for a little while now and it drew me back to this thread. Anyway I just wanted to say it was a really good story. I really hope I develop a group of close friends. I want a reality like yours. Maybe this is envy?

I guess it just seems like the drug lifestyle is very negative these days. Everyone's always scared of being ripped off and making sure they aren't being used and stuff. They forget to just enjoy eachother while simotaneously enjoying the drugs! I don't know. I want to sit around in a field with some people I like, passing a joint around, talking about nothing, and staring at the sky.

I'm sick of all this shady nonsense. Thanks again for your story. Your story really makes me want to meet those people.