Doctazayas, Welcome! The legal alternatives suck, seeds are illegal but it's not a big deal. Go to www.emeryseeds.com for the best and most trusted seed source and don't have them mailed to where you're going to grow (send them to a friend's who doesn't grow). I'm a newbie grower but I recommend a strain of White Widow because that's the easiest for a new grower. Check out all of the grow forums here for more info and good luck!