hey maryjanemama

thanks for the reply, nice to meet u
its good to see so many people take the time to reply to me without the "dumb kid" kinda attitude that alot of people get on the marihemp boards..

i wouldnt go so far as to say money and material things arent important to me, im 17, of course theyre important.. and yeah i know eventually im gonna settle into a 9-5, maybe settle down have kids, take out a mortgage, etc etc lol.. thats not wot i was saying and im sorry if thats how i sounded.. i come across as arrogant sometimes when i dont mean to, and for that i apologise..

i was pretty baked when i wrote that post, i musta be in one of my philosophical moods. lol. I know money is important, and no fucking way do i wana grow up living in a shit-hole with no money to spend, you need money to enjoy yourself too. I was just saying i hate the fact that society is at the point now where money and power are everything. All of our lives are run by money or the acquisition of money and it really fucking gets to me sometimes, the way peoples lives can be ruined over money. I know people going through financial problems right now and it affects them all day, every day. Its almost like they cant be happy because of it, u know? thats wot pisses me off. I probably will go to college because i know some day i might have kids and i want to give them a good life too, you know? i just wish we all didnt depend on money to be happy within ourselves. A family member of mine was in substantial debt, could barely afford to live, ended up going bankrupt and eventually commited suicide.. he could have still enjoyed life as much as everyone else, but society tells us we need money to be happy, to survive, noone ever considers that we can be happy without it..

at the moment im an atheist, simply because i think im too young to make any imformed decisions about which religion is the "right" religion.. i also believe that religion is the number one cause of fighting and wars in this world... but apart from religion, the underlying cause of so many wars, so much fighting, so much hate, anger, so many murders, betrayals, so much of the violence we see today is money! thats what i was trying to say,.. it saddens me to think we, supposedly the most intelligant form of life on this planet or perhaps the universe, continue to tear eachother apart over something we created...

thanks again for your reply maryjanemama and sorry if i come across as arrogant lol i look forward to talkin to ya soon
GHoSToKeR Reviewed by GHoSToKeR on . Am I a freak? hey all heres my thought for the day im a 17 year old guy, i live on a small island near France, but is part of the UK.. for the first few years of my 'teenagehood' i conformed.. i went to school, got good grades, didnt smoke, didnt drink, was only starting to notice that girls werent just boys with long hair, and on the whole i made everyone proud.. then i went through a bad patch, went through the court systems a few times, and ended up in jail.. at the time i thought i wasnt doing Rating: 5