No, you're not a freak & if you are then I am too. Hey wait a minute.... I actually think freaks are good so we can both be one, k?

I agree with a lot of what you've said.... my problem is I WANT to change but I'm not quite sure how. I do the 9-5 thing & it's ok..... it's a job & pays the bills but I know there's more to life than that. I know I know... it is what you make of it, but seems the older I get the faster it goes and I just want to yell "stop!!! someone let me off of this merry-go-round!"

I don't & never have been one to watch the news or keep up on world events & shame on me maybe but I get sick of seeing all of the same depressing stories. They're be quick to tell you about the man who threw his girlfriend off the overpass but where's the good news??? Where's the "we interrupt your favorite tv show to tell you about the wonderful deed of so-and-so"... (ok, so don't interrupt my tv show, but take out the commercial). ;-)

I don't want my life to become the routine ~ get up, go to work, have a few hours in the evening to sleep and then get up and do it all over again, but that's just what it is for the most part. Maybe it's just all a matter of perspective & I've been kinda blah feeling lately so that's just the way I'm going to see things right now.

Which makes me long for the "good 'ole days" of going out & getting blister fried partying my ass off.... which I haven't done in years but it seemed to make life so much more bareable! I know that's not the road to take, unless I want to take the road to jail, death or both (& I don't!) but sometimes the break from reality is nice.

Ok... enough blabbing... I should go try and do something productive today.
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mckenna Reviewed by mckenna on . Am I a freak? hey all heres my thought for the day im a 17 year old guy, i live on a small island near France, but is part of the UK.. for the first few years of my 'teenagehood' i conformed.. i went to school, got good grades, didnt smoke, didnt drink, was only starting to notice that girls werent just boys with long hair, and on the whole i made everyone proud.. then i went through a bad patch, went through the court systems a few times, and ended up in jail.. at the time i thought i wasnt doing Rating: 5