hey all
heres my thought for the day

im a 17 year old guy, i live on a small island near France, but is part of the UK.. for the first few years of my 'teenagehood' i conformed.. i went to school, got good grades, didnt smoke, didnt drink, was only starting to notice that girls werent just boys with long hair, and on the whole i made everyone proud.. then i went through a bad patch, went through the court systems a few times, and ended up in jail.. at the time i thought i wasnt doing anything wrong, i felt victimised, but ive obviously matured since then coz i KNOW i was a little fuck up lol.. since i got outta jail ive kept myself to myself.. tried to stop hanging at the same spots with the same people doing the same shit.. kept awake from that lifestyle, u know? ive been smoking ganj since about 14 so only a few years, but now instead of going to pubs, clubs, etc and getting drunk with all my mates, i PREFER to stay in, light up a fat one and read a gd book on philosophy or something.. it sounds lame but thats just how i am right now.. before i started fucking my school life up i was like everyone else, all that was important to me was getting a good education, then gettin a good job, so i could grow up and have the "finer things in life" coz hey, thats why we all go to school, right? but anyway, ive had a lot of time to reflect lately.. i see the news everyday and all there is on it is killing, poverty, hunger.. the people trying to help us are making it worse.. the governemts of now and the recent past are hypocrital, lying, sometimes immoral and unethical, even going to the extreme, such as hitler, saddam, stalin etc etc.. but all people seem to want to do is grow up, work a 9-5 job, have a family, get a nice car, a mortgage, and die.... why dont we want to change? .. people waste their lives working 9-5 then they die.. whats the point? so our children can do the same? this isnt how people should be living, and im sure thats why so many people go out on friday and saturday and get wasted.. to hide.. to forget about all this, about the atrocities going on around us.. because deep down we all know this isnt how we were supposed to live.. but maybe im just like alot of other 17 year olds.. im not fed up with life, i love life and i enjoy life to the fullest.. i just hate the way the world and our societies have turned out... or am i just another pessimistic 17 year old, wanna-be anarchist, with nothing better to do then get high and bitch about life, and pissed off because im not old enough to get into clubs yet??? maybe i am.. but if i am, i wont be for long...... im 18 soon ....thx for taking the time :P
GHoSToKeR Reviewed by GHoSToKeR on . Am I a freak? hey all heres my thought for the day im a 17 year old guy, i live on a small island near France, but is part of the UK.. for the first few years of my 'teenagehood' i conformed.. i went to school, got good grades, didnt smoke, didnt drink, was only starting to notice that girls werent just boys with long hair, and on the whole i made everyone proud.. then i went through a bad patch, went through the court systems a few times, and ended up in jail.. at the time i thought i wasnt doing Rating: 5