Yeah thats Ok But Unfortunately IF I'M HONEST WITH MYSELF, I have the mentality that I think "Fuck It, What's the Worst that can happen!", A mentality which leads to gambling/risking things I haven't got!

I'm unfortunate enough to work like a Cunt for Half the money I'm worth, then I have a "Hollywood" lifestyle which I cannot afford, yet I'm oblivious really to the consiquences of my actions!