Its like this, weed makes me more happy when Im sober.... but when Im high i lose all my self confidnece for some reason.

See, Like when im high and I look in the mirror(I usually smoke in my bathroom, so its always there and its like the whole wall lol), I find something thats wrong with me physically and I get really self conscious about my looks, so then ill try to work out or cut my hair, or brush my teeth or whatever im feeling negative about i try to do something about itas if its not there. Then i realize its still there and i get semi depressed until i find something else to do.

when im not high, but i have weed, im really happy and usually social, because i know either way what happens good or bad, Ill have some bong rips to look forward too.

So no it doesnt really ake me depressed, but while im stoned im more self conscious than usual and lose my self confidence. But not all the time, sometimes i can just chill without even caring bout looks or stress or whatever it is, but i have to have music in order to do that.

EDIT: BTW I am 17, and i guess part of my life right now is trying to look good all the time for girls, so maybe that plays a factor