Wow, this is quite an old thread. Cool.

Although since then, I had to go back on medicine for my illness, but I am on such a low dose, that it doesn't turn me into a confused zombie. I am able to function.

But my anger has pretty much subsided since then. I am a lot more tolerant, patient and independant, so in ways, it really did help, but that is a realm of reality I never want to enter again. It's only a once in a lifetime thing, and even if things go good or bad, it's something you never want to come face to face with again.

So in the end, over a year later, it helped but didn't "cure" my bi-polar diorder, but there was a huge significant change with my anger. I stopped taking my anger medicine after that and have been off it since.

There are many online shops that sell the ingredients to produce this. Same sites that sell Salvia and all of those other natural things. I'd do a check on Google