You did the crime now do the time. Thats something everyone risks! Yes they will test you and they will just pop in on you at home so knowing that you should quit for a while (it's good to quit every couple of years anyway let your tolerance lower and your lungs do some repair) Give your baby to a friend and say merry christmas or just do whatever you want and risk going to jail or rehab! Whatever you do goodluck. p.s quiting is really only hard the first two weeks then it's cake!