my fault.
you can't edit after five minutes.
it looked to me like you were angry (tone of voice is tricky with the internet - part of the reason i hate it.) because people were envious and seemingly mad because it's you and not them (including myself).
what i was trying to show you was that i can show thankfulness while at the same time have a contradicting emotion.
catch my drift?
a translation of what i said:
"dude, that's awesome that you get to go to amsterdam. why not take me with you?"
along those lines.