Quote Originally Posted by ezjim
yes..i was addicted to heroin and cocaine for 20+ yrs...deff..the stupidest thing ive ever done was to pick up a needle...it took a very long time to put that shit behind me..and i would never have been able to do it with out the help i got from a very good methadone maintnence program and a lot of caring people who helped me keep some good buds in my pocket for when the craving's got to the point where i was ready to use... if there are any readers out there considering using either of these substances you should really reconsider...not every one who sniffs a bag of smack or a line of coke will become addicted in fact only a small percentage actually do..but believe me when i say this is a road you dont want to go down.. if it cant be grown in your closet or yard then stay the fuck away from it..i still slip up and use when depressed or worried about things occasionaly ..and probably will never be very far from falling back into it ..but with enough good weed and support from friends and family almost any one can get thier life back ....

^^^I agree whole-heartedly. It took me a VERY long time (not to mention the hard and disgustiong road of DT's) to get the fuck away from heroin. Deffinately my worst time in my life. even rehab didnt help much, only helped me get away from it physically. mentally, i still think about, and even have dreams about using.....and even slip up every now and again. Heroin is a nightmare, folks. stay away if u can.-emtpockets