Yeah i think cutting back on the weed is a good idea. Also getting a part time job would get you sum money (i know thats been tough for you ) sorri to hear theres not many places to hike, hiking is awesome. Also, going back to regular school might make you a lot less bored...or not i dunno i think school is hella boring and whenever you try to learn the teacher just cant do it cuz she / he is a retard or the whole class wont stop talking :/ Good luck penguin!