Quote Originally Posted by FunkyMonkey
Penguin I feel for ya. The waiting game is hard to play. It fucks with your mind every tick of the clock. You start to imagine the worst and before you know it you believe it. Its stressful as hell and that, man, is bad news. Stress will eat you.
My suggestion would be to chill on it. Not to give this guy the benefit of the doubt...but for you to doubt your own thoughts. Under stress we dont think as clear and rational as normal. Irrational thoughts make more sense and we decide based on feeling more than fact or evidence. It easy to jump to conclusions.
You trusted him enough to front him the coin. Dont keep second guessing your own decision yet. Nothing at all will be gained by that and youll just drive yourself nuts. Wait till morning to freak out hehe.
Seriously chill on it till morning then call him up after youve had sleep and breakfast. Trust your judgement till then because there are other explainations than you got ripped off. It cant be dealt with now so put it aside if you can.

(that was long winded )
Well see thats the thing, i keep forgetting about it, but then im like fuck im out 850, my grandma is going to kill me. And just ugh. But for that lil time i keep forggetting about it, its great. I guess your right i shouldnt stress about it tonight, just wait till tomrw. I havent even smoked since 7:15pm and its 11:23 now. I dont even feel like smoking. Like this seriously makes me want to quit smoking. Just because of all the bullshit and all the hassle, and all the stress. BUt if you read my other thread, you'll understand why i just cant quit.